November 2011
1 post
I am so fucking scared for the future that I am beyond scared to face the present.
September 2011
1 post
CG
I don’t know how I feel about her
Her …. it’s weird it’s never been a her before it’s only been a him
But she’s exactly like a boy , her personality is what I enjoy the most
She understands me so well , my sarcasm she deals with my weirdness she goes along with , no one has ever done that before.
She shows so many signs and I reciprocate .
She just took a...
August 2011
1 post
august.2011.
He ruined my entire summer. He led me on we had a fight he apologized numerous amounts of times and I forgave him. I regret that so badly. My birthday was the best day of the summer lunch with my mom and then a surprise party thrown by all of my best friends there was a cake my one wish …to see him… I could have wasted the wish on anything else , but i wasted it on him and it came...
June 2011
0 posts
How brave someone must be to end their own life. See I fucking try but then my imagination gets the best of me.
For every Reblog $1 will be donated to my autistic...
forevertheonlyblonde:
everybody should reblog this :)
March 2011
8 posts
katekonstantin:
So I just asked my mom to take me to a doctor for depression and she said no. She said god would help me through it…… are you a fucking idiot. Yes some unknown man from the fucking sky will come down here and solve all my fucking problems and anxieties. She then said let me pray for you. I said no she said please. I said no and walked out of the room.
So I guess me attempting suicide...
katekonstantin:
50 Japanese nuclear engineers are staying behind...
viasquaredd:
via REDDIT, nzherald
3 tags
katekonstantin:
Just me chillin with my dessert.
January 2011
5 posts
Her (1:56:41 AM): btwHer (1:56:49 AM): youre gonna do greatHer (1:56:57 AM): you have a lot of perserveranceMe (1:57:34 AM): lulz i give up every other dayMe (1:57:42 AM): but thanksHer(1:57:53 AM): nah, you have something that keeps pushing youHer (1:58:04 AM): you always remainHer (1:58:12 AM): or regainHer (1:58:14 AM): the abilityHer (1:58:18 AM): to suck it upHer (1:58:21 AM): and keep...
Her (1:48:30 AM): what if i come backHer (1:48:34 AM): a completely differentHer (1:48:35 AM): personHer(1:48:39 AM): and you wont like who i becomeMe(1:49:00 AM): if you change your whole self wont changeMe (1:49:13 AM): but people are bound to change in generalMe (1:49:26 AM): when i met you , you were completly diffrentHer (1:50:14 AM): i guessHer (1:50:21 AM): poeples core never really...
“Anna (10:46:30 PM): you always try to cmfort me“Anna (10:46:34 PM): when youre not okay yourslef“Anna (10:46:39 PM): and i feel horrible“Anna (10:46:40 PM): about it
The new year has to bring new hope.
December 2010
3 posts
Tatto idea. compass sign. under is directions can be misleading.
Hey so obviously my mom is being an asshole and is telling me to go to sleep but seriously everything that is happening made me realize alot - i truly am scared for (blank) and im really hoping that she realizes that people do really care about her and she begins to make the right decisions. I love you kate and i put my blackberry on loud so just bbm me if you need anything and i will stay up and...
I can’t take this anymore. Is it so fucking difficult for me to come to terms with the fact that I hate life to such an extent. last year I wrote a suicide letter , maybe I should go on with it..
November 2010
26 posts
“Because it’s much easier to humiliate and degrade and just generally shit all over someone that admit that you love them.”
A dream
I was hanging out with some friends and a band I know . I ended up in my best friends room a couple minutes after Andy came in and said something closed the door got on top of me while I was lying and planted a kiss on my lips. He got off and said would you um be my girlfriend? problem is he already had one ( in reality as well ) I say well what about chloe , he says she’s history I’m...
I love how if If a friend ever needed me I would be there for them so fast. But for me their all busy doing something and when I texted you and told you I needed you trust me it was the last time I will ever ask for your help. Im sitting here crying and no one cares enough to listen. And isn’t that just a shame.
reblog if you want Messages (100)
I can’t handle people anymore. I wish problems didnt exist. I wish these tears were not in my eyes everyday.
I wish it was easier to feel things again.
Some one noticed my cuts in school today. I forgot to pull my sleeve down. It was strange.
Fuck girls. I hate having girls as friends , they cause so much fucking pointless drama.
I fucking hate this girl “my bestfriend”
I went over to my dad’s tonight and hes such a dick to my stepmom and he is to me at times. But you know what scares me that a person like to look for a man in her life with the same traits as her father, its a psychological thing .
I can’t stop taking these sleeping pills, I don’t know if their helping or not but I’m confused weather reality is a dream anymore.
katekonstantin:
And you can’t tell , but this is me ….everyday.
October 2010
30 posts
Someone talk to me please. About anything?